Tuesday, March 02, 2010

I.Will.Win.

  • Wow what an emotional few days. I had the uterine biopsy on Monday. I was a crazy wreck leading up to the procedure. For the TMI factor I will not explain. I already have, but I will add this small detail. Imagine you're not numb and a tube goes all the way to the endometrial uterine wall. At the end of the tube there's a brush at the end. Think sharp bristle end of a baby bottle cleaner. There you go. Results will be on the 17th. I know it's forever away. Can you believe that? I'm sure everything will be fine. So, I'm relaxed much more now.
  • Next, I realized I was feeling extra bitchy. I wasn't acting bitchy, but really feeling it and holding it inside. So I stopped the megesterol just to see if it was the cause of "Bitch of Christie." I realized it might be a little of both. LOL. The hormones are crazy! Just knowing it is what it is and that there is a bright sunny light at the end of this tunnel makes me smile a real smile.
  • Finally, tomorrow is a new day. Do one thing to make tomorrow make you smile. I know that just being outside for 1 hour with my kids relaxing was just what I needed.

6 comments:

Liza said...

I would be extra bitchy too if I had a baby bottle cleaner scraping my uterus too. *hugs*

ThoughtsGalore said...

Liza...hormones are just a bitch, it's just plain and simple.

Dottie said...

I didn't realize you were still blogging Christie! I am sorry you are going thru all of the biopsy stuff. I get your tweets but am so glad to see you blog!

LOVE the new layout! Do you create those? I want a new one and would be thrilled to pay you to make one for me! :)

ThoughtsGalore said...

Dottie! I didn't know you were on here either! You don't need to pay me! Let's do something cute for you! how are you? How is life? Thank you for the thoughts about the biopsy. I won't know anything until the 17th..pathology and the lab take forever, I guess.

Dottie said...

I would love to have something cute and amazing. This last year or so has not been the best and brightest for me. Struggling but taking baby steps. I am keeping you lifted in thoughts and prayers for clear results. I got your tweet, thinking NEGATIVE for you!!!

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