Tuesday, March 21, 2006

Busy Busy Busy Me...

Things have been busy and happening.

Have you ever had a time in your life when you've needed a true friend? I mean the kind of friend that is there for you, regardless of anything. I do have a few of these. Yes, a few. I love them dearly...heart and soul.

The last month, it seems, I've been scattered. I've been living with an alcoholic and let me tell you...it has been hell. I'll wake up with my happy self, or fake happy self and be ok until 4:30ish. Then the knots come. I don't know what's coming home from work.

What to do? I have no idea. I'm getting gutts, though...and as someone told me to do...I think I've grown a set of balls..LOL. Ok, maybe I've just grown one. I feel a little more at peace taking my life back, though. Hmmm, I guess I have, even though I'm clueless about the future.

Dr. Calm was fabulous today, once again. He told me it's ok to not argue with a drunk. It's ok to live my life based on my own terms. We know these things, but it's just the way he describes it to me. Life will be ok.

So, my friends I've missed you all.

.....and life goes on.

Love and Kisses..
Christie

14 comments:

erin said...

there is no truer friend than a sister. I think about you all the time and I wish I could be there for you.

love e

ThoughtsGalore said...

I love you baby. Love you sooo much. The only sisters we'll ever have.

Darlene said...

May you feel the peace you need and all of my vibes I send daily!

Thinking of you.....

Have a wonderful day sweetie.

ThursdayNext said...

You gain strength, courage, and confidence by every experience in which you really stop to look fear in the face. You must do the thing which you think you cannot do. ~ Eleanor Roosevelt

Christie, I am your new cheerleader. I give you a hug this morning (along with a virtual cup of coffee!)

ThoughtsGalore said...

I do love you, my friends...

You know it's from my heart. You've brought me happy tears this morning.
xoxo
C

Choppzs said...

I wish you the best of luck in getting through this junk!! I don't know what it is like to deal with an alcoholic, so I have no good advice for you. The only thing I have is thoughts and prayers and hope that your "ball" gets bigger and bigger and then maybe you will sprout another one, and then you will have one set of "BIG BALLS!" :)

SoccerMomma said...

I'm thinking of you and praying for you sweetie! You can and will get thru this and one day feel whole and at peace! I promise!

Kari said...

Hugs, my friend.

The Kept Woman said...

Just thinking of you.

I never understood the importance of girlfriends when I was younger. Now they are invaluable to me, as they sound to you.

Cat said...

HUGS girl, we are all here for you, and I know I truely have needed your support. Just the encouragement, and good thoughts help.
Thinking of you!and sending you good vibes. You are strong!

Lucky Lum said...

I love the quote from thursdaynext!

You are wonderful!! You and your kids will get through this because of your strength.
And scratch those balls for me!

dakotablueeyes said...

I wish you peace and happiness and will be thinking of you

Jewl said...

I don't know what to say... Just email me and I will be there for you...

Thinking of you...

edog said...

I love FAT CATS!!!