Things have been busy and happening.
Have you ever had a time in your life when you've needed a true friend? I mean the kind of friend that is there for you, regardless of anything. I do have a few of these. Yes, a few. I love them dearly...heart and soul.
The last month, it seems, I've been scattered. I've been living with an alcoholic and let me tell you...it has been hell. I'll wake up with my happy self, or fake happy self and be ok until 4:30ish. Then the knots come. I don't know what's coming home from work.
What to do? I have no idea. I'm getting gutts, though...and as someone told me to do...I think I've grown a set of balls..LOL. Ok, maybe I've just grown one. I feel a little more at peace taking my life back, though. Hmmm, I guess I have, even though I'm clueless about the future.
Dr. Calm was fabulous today, once again. He told me it's ok to not argue with a drunk. It's ok to live my life based on my own terms. We know these things, but it's just the way he describes it to me. Life will be ok.
So, my friends I've missed you all.
.....and life goes on.
Love and Kisses..