I had no idea I hurt someone like I did. When I read how I was ripped apart, I felt horrible and the tears just started. When I type notes I usually have a hint of a smile in my tone. Always. I would never be malicious. I really must have lost something in translation. I try to brighten someone's day...never hurt. I am so far being mean, I'm sorry.
I'm sitting here in tears because I hurt someone, because I was saracastic. It was being sweet. I didn't have a mean tone in my body.
It's been a rough 4 days over here with me in and out of the doctor's office. I am sorry if I am sarcastic. I'm at a loss here.
I just want everyone to know I didn't mean to hurt Mat. He asked if anyone wanted him to translate something about how civilization is being destroyed. I said...yes translate, we'd love to see how we're working towards our own demise. I said nice thought...but i signed xoxo C. I'm very much a person for humanity. If any of you were close you'd know I'd be there to help any of you with a hug or anything. If any of you find me offensive I'm so sorry. After all these months i just thought You would know that I'm kind and not hurtful.
Sorry sorry sorry...I don't know what else to say. Ok...now let's see...how do I get the tears to stop, because it's like a faucet was just turned on.