Wednesday, December 01, 2004

Turn the music up!

Ok so this morning I just turned it up and let it go! Wow! How about that ..lol! I'm feeling better. I"m going to write my book. I'm going to figure out what I want. No more drama! No more waiting! I'm 34 and I'm not waisting another day! If my mom doesn't want to be here...I can't help that. I can only pray. When the missing happens and the ache and loser feeling comes over me I need to focus on something else...someone else's pain.

I'm going to turn the music up and smile until I feel it. Ugh...:)! Just remember hunny..he's just not that into you.