Ugh..

The voice I heard tonight wasn't who I knew. It was cold and angry. Sad and synical. Where's my friend, my love, my hunny? Was it all a dream? I guess it was. After almost 4 years I thought I deserved more. Then I heard her. I heard her voice crack. She had loved for 23. Ugh. Her pain is palpable. I feel it even now. I want to reach out and hug her. My selfishness has to be set aside, so she can move on.

That damn coffee....The tears just flow...I wish this weren't so hard.

I just miss my baby...I love my sl....I want it all back.