MORE THAN MEETS THE EYE...

I'm tackling the issue of me. I've been told a few things over the last few months that I've pondered. This if for no one and anyone. It's me on paper. At least it's what I see.

1. I'm 35 and very ok with it. (Yes MD...20/15)
2. I love my kids more than life or anything else.
3. I gave birth to a daughter that does amazing math! (if you know me you can laugh.)
4. Loving myself has taken awhile.
5. Pathetic is not a word I would use to describe me. So there!
6. GH is tivo'd in my house every single day.
7. Mistakes have been made by me.
8. Huge mistakes have been made.
9. I've lied more than a few times to ones I have loved.
10. Forgiveness is magical.
11. Living feels great.
12. Health is something I don't take for granted...ever.
13. I'm well versed on nephrology and my girl's kidney.
14. Going to the doctor makes me anxious.
15. My favorite color is pink and it just makes me smile.
16. I love good hair.
17. I've loved madly and deeply.
18. I've loved horribly.
19. I've "thought" I loved, when in reality it wasn't love at all.
20. I love mission style furniture.
21. John Mayer and David Gray are my favorites.
22. San Diego really is home.
23. I miss Arizona.
24. Friends are to be cherished.
25. To trust requires one to be trustworthy. (hmmmmm I've learned that.)
26. Music is part of every day for me.
27. I love my Ipod.
28. Yoga soothes me.
29. The treadmill kicks my ass and I love it.
30. Lizzie knows more about me than people I've known a lifetime.
31. Bart is such a kind soul with very wise words. (Most of you know him.)
32. I love to laugh.
33. My laughter can be mistaken for insecurity.
34. I'm giving these days.
35. Thank God for Dr. Calm. Such a wise wise Dr. :)
36. Thank God for Dr. K who save my Kelsey's life on more than one occassion.
37. I wouldn't have made it as a pregnant woman in a covered wagon. LOL..I'm too delicate!
38. R..I still think about you and hope you are well. (I have no doubts of your success.)
39. I believe in happiness.
40. My life is better than I deserve.
41. When all is said and done...my boobies still look nice.
42. I've had 4 digital cameras because Sammy boy has broken all of them.
43. I'm on my 7th cell phone, because I've broken all of them. LOL.
44. Lotions and perfumes are my thing.
45. Smells bring me back in time.
46. I'm a fabulous cook.
47. My sisters think I'm Mother Christie.
48. Ava told me I smelled like a princess today.
49. I don't worry about my looks these days.
50. If you're reading this...thank's for your time.
51. Ok there has to be a 51.
52. Kelly Clarkson is my guilty pleasure.
53. I cherish my Bloggin' Babes.
54. I'm sipping a class of Blackstone Merlot as I type this.
55. Flip Flop weather can't come too soon for me!
56. I want another baby...
57. Melanie is having a boy!
58. I'm going to have a nephew!
59. Erin is going to Europe this summer.
60. Clarity would be a good thing in the days ahead.
61. I wear my heart on my sleeve...but not all of it.
62. HOPE AND LOVE ARE THERE FOR ALL OF US....

XOXO

Love and Kisses....

Christie