Friday, February 24, 2006

Do you ever feel like a loser baby?

Holy Crap..I feel like a loser today. I have this way of stretching myself thing to everyone. It fucking sucks. (Yes..this will be profanity laden.) Why do I wonder why I feel a mess of knots in my tummy? I do it to myself. I've decided not to say yes to everyone, but I'm failing.

Yes. Yes. Yes. You'd think with the ease I have to say Yes...that I'd be easy. I'm not! lol.

Maybe if I type this it will help me say No when I need to.

Ok, one other thing. You are all amazing. I feel special when you all share feelings and thoughts with me. We've all gotten to know certain parts of one another's true feelings that we don't just share with even our closest "others." This helps.

Oh and who knew that blogging would help me find my soul sisters!
xoxo

C

6 comments:

LizzieDaisy said...

Not a loser, but I must say... I had a strange connection myself to some song I heard on the radio today that I think is called "I'm just the girl next door." I'm totally going to have to google it. If I find it later on, I'll get you the link. You'll smile like I did. :)

Feel better! You're amazing! Sorry I missed you!!! And yeah, it was funny. LOL

LizzieDaisy said...

lyrics

LizzieDaisy said...

Dang I'm good.... :)

here's the mp3

Me said...

You're not a loser. Go read my blog and you'll see a big fat loser(by the way, where have you been???) :)

TGIF!

Anonymous said...

I love that you express your mood through music. I am the same way, but I don't have a blog for everyone to read. I have taken myself off of myspace b/c I realized how superficial it really is. I adore you, if your a loser then I am the queen of losers.

xoxo, your little sis

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